| im not in a mother fucking good mood at all. =[
people fucking piss me off. especially ones that like to turn shit on you and make it seem like everythign is your fault, when really its all theres. maybe if people fuckign thought about their actions and what they say they would see... but no! its these attention grabbers that make me angry to the point where you want to just lunge and beat the fucking shit out of them and theyre fake lives. these people always making sure theyre happy while they make everyone else aroudn them is miserable, making sure that by the end of the day theyre goal was complete, to make other people feel bad and wrong for everything they do. then in the end these people like to talk shit about you to other poeple. but they always seem to choose the wrong people to talk shit to. trying to turn peopple on other poeple, making sure theyre on their side so it looks like they have real friends, but really they dont. and these popel that always need attention are really alone. they will always be alone. when they realize this they try to come back to you and act liek nothing ever happened. acting like that short time apart was all your fault, tryign to make it seem liek your the bad guy, but you know inside that your not, and maybe if these people took notice to things they would see this coming a long time ago.. but it doesnt work because these poeple will always rememebr what you did. and these grabbers of attention dont even know themselves what they did for everyone to be against them. they were always too busy making sure everyone felt bad for them making sure they were center of attention.. never looking closer behind people for their story or what they were feeling. tehy might use the line "im just tryign to talk to my frineds".. ha bullshit. these attention grabbers never even ask how your day was. then they go to the ones you really care about. they know this will get to you. they want to mkae you even more feel like shit. taking everything from under you. they watch and smile at what they are doing cause as your hurtign they are getting a fucking kick out of it. they want to pull you apart from everyone so youre just as alone as there are.. and as everyone is feeling bad for the attention grabber, these attentiojn grabbers can lie to your face and cry on command but do these other people theyre crying to know this all. probably not. they think that the ones the grabber talks shit about is the ones that are the bad ones.. what has this all come to? 6 to 4. we are now sank. the squad is over. and these 4 were always listening to that 1, making sure that 1 is ok.. even tho it felt as if that 1 never gave a flyng fuck about the other 4 so called sisters so fuck these attention grabbers. the memories i have, yea theyre nice and fun, they make me smile and cry but honestly there memories i can have with anyone. and that hurts to realize these attention grabbers only care about themselves. i have shared my thoughts. maybe a little too much, and most of you now probably think im some kind of bitch but im fed up with all this bullshit. goodbye
hah i took hardcore shit out of that
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| hmm ive been feeling rather very very odd. these feelings and what not are not pleasant ones. 
i never update this journal like my other one.. hmm. im posting this creation i did here cause i can..
and then there was a fun one.. heh.... [[[turn your head]]] 
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| - short stories with tragic endings hmph i always forget how to update this cause i dont use it.. lol
heh i finally got a squad nick name :) it is DEER PARK. i dont know why it is deer park but it is. lol
farewell i suppose.
<3 squad member ashley AKA deer park! |
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| hmph.. it was hell trying to figure out how to update this. i forgot how to. and now that i know hwo to i dont know if i have anythign to say... im bored. i had to stay after school today and do english group project and we got nothing done. i rearranged some of my wall cause it was ewwie. well this is pointless so farewell
<3 squad member ashLey |
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| hmm.. i dont knw why i created this but i did. my main journal is http://www.ujournal.org/users/_CHOKE_ME_
hmm anyways tonight should be fun.. me and michelle are having a sleepover with katie and nicole. its sorta as a anti-valentines day thing. i cant wait. well im gonna go. bye
.Xx.ashLey.xX. |
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